YumMy insides are jellyYum by AkatsukiLoverXDX3
a soup of rot and piss
The hate worn edges smooth
like a bowl filled to the brim
My mind is shut and hallow
Deep fried, burned, and flaked
Thoughts never meant to follow
are the sources of this to blame.
Why Wont You Let Me Be Happy?I want to smash my bones inWhy Wont You Let Me Be Happy? by AkatsukiLoverXDX3
hear them splinter, hear them crack
I don't want to make a decision,
I don't want to examine the facts
Shut up, just shut up, shut your fucking beautiful trap
I don't need your pretty voice or your euphoric loving crap
Shut up, just shut up, I don't want it anymore
I want a brain transplant, I want out of this hellish core...
Smile For The Mirror's SakeSlide into your shellSmile For The Mirror's Sake by AkatsukiLoverXDX3
and flip off the lights
curl into the darkness
cuz it's all that feels right
Paste on a smile
programed on repeat
shine a soft, hollow, grin
fake a human heartbeat
Empty on the inside
cauterized veins, vacant brain,
lonely souls wander the maze
of my body's haggard inside frame
Intrusive thoughts rock my world
swinging, swaying, on the verge
it pushes deep into my core
and suddenly, I'm not me anymore.
CLICK IT I FUCKING DARE YOU PUZZIEZ. ^^^^^^^^^
Artists worth mentioning:
A constantly improving manga artist with a future. And also the person I trade porn stashes with, stay up all night with, go fanboy over anime with, watch scary movies and pervy movies with, pick out sex toys with, and argue over which of us would be and which would be in our relationship, where we a couple.
An amazingly quirky and always surpriseing person. I'd say she's a kitty with claws, but that'd probably end up in me getting kicked in the stomach or worse, knowing her. She's got multiple comics and books up and out, and plans to make more!
Favorites. No, but really. Get past the fact that he's the cutest damn pervert I probably know; and you get this stunning author who's going to be the millionaire I end up mooching off all the goddamn time. If he recommends something, always take his advice; unless it's got anything to do with sex or burning down orphanages.
Comedic and deep; trustworthy and loyal; thrilling and modern; yes I sound like I'm writing a movie trailer, but that's alright; since he likes movies! He's truly all those things; and never lets his fans down when it counts!
Who CAN'T love this thing? No wonder; their middle name is sweet! An amazing listener, artist, therapist, person, model, and goofball; I can't even begin to say enough positive things about this person. If you ever want to chitter with this person, just do what I do: Invite them over and bribe them with chocolate icecream, sleep, and threaten to draw them in porn if they refuse.
Ah, now, THIS loveable bastard right here, folks. If you ever wanted to be violated in the most innocent and mind-fuckery of ways, or you just felt like talking to someone who can at times be insane enough to pretend to be a cactus in bloom, and then be one of the best goddamn friends I've ever known in my entire lifetime, then hit this perv up. He's going to publish his own manga *And I'mma do background and plot! :'D* and is probably the smartest person I know; or ever will know, for that matter. I've known him for longer then any other friend, and he's the only living person who's ever come close to knowing my story and who I am.
And that, folks, means a lot.
Well, now, if it isn't the person I'm jealous as hell of for their coloring style? Why yes, it is! And it's also the person who, though isn't always consistent with being online, really makes it count when they are! Supportive, wise, influential, and going some place. They're an amazing friend to just chill with; and to chitter when you need someone to just listen for a heartbeat or two.
This person. Chilly to the bone and willin' to hock a filly willy nilly. No but really. The most I can say 'bout her is that she's sweet as hell, and not often online. But she does what she can and has a talent for drawing. <3
All I can say is:
This little bahbeh right here. Dat booty. Dat boooottty. He be someone I be after the booty for.
Mmm boi shake dat booty.
No, but really. Without him, so much wouldn't be possible for me in the way of bettering my mental and physical health, and this fellow is alright with letting you talk at him when you need. He's also an amazing plot writer and has skills in character development and planning, his style has a certain taste that keeps you coming back for more!