Healing Takes Time, They SayStepping backwards in time;Healing Takes Time, They Say by AkatsukiLoverXDX3
all the words, events, and things that shaped me,
searching for the thing that made me this way,
what made me ME the most?
If I find that one point in time,
that one event, thing, or person,
I can reason myself back into normality
I can reason myself into feeling,
I can heal my frame of mind,
I can become something more then I will as I am
As I am, I'll end a failure
I'm too easily derailed,
I'm fragile, and I keep getting reminded of it
I can climb and climb, but I'll only ever get so far
When I consider suicide
I don't consider it seriously
I consider it as one might consider "Hm, what if I wear purple today?"
It's not possible, not an option...And the reasons are vast as to why
If I could find that moment when all my mind changed
I could learn to trust again
I would learn to actually stop doubting everything
I wouldn't think so deeply
I need time.
Artists worth mentioning:|
A constantly improving manga artist with a future. And also the person I trade porn stashes with, stay up all night with, go fanboy over anime with, watch scary movies and pervy movies with, pick out sex toys with, and argue over which of us would be and which would be in our relationship, where we a couple.
An amazingly quirky and always surpriseing person. I'd say she's a kitty with claws, but that'd probably end up in me getting kicked in the stomach or worse, knowing her. She's got multiple comics and books up and out, and plans to make more!
Favorites. No, but really. Get past the fact that he's the cutest damn pervert I probably know; and you get this stunning author who's going to be the millionaire I end up mooching off all the goddamn time. If he recommends something, always take his advice; unless it's got anything to do with sex or burning down orphanages.
Comedic and deep; trustworthy and loyal; thrilling and modern; yes I sound like I'm writing a movie trailer, but that's alright; since he likes movies! He's truly all those things; and never lets his fans down when it counts!
Who CAN'T love this thing? No wonder; their middle name is sweet! An amazing listener, artist, therapist, person, model, and goofball; I can't even begin to say enough positive things about this person. If you ever want to chitter with this person, just do what I do: Invite them over and bribe them with chocolate icecream, sleep, and threaten to draw them in porn if they refuse.
Ah, now, THIS loveable bastard right here, folks. If you ever wanted to be violated in the most innocent and mind-fuckery of ways, or you just felt like talking to someone who can at times be insane enough to pretend to be a cactus in bloom, and then be one of the best goddamn friends I've ever known in my entire lifetime, then hit this perv up. He's going to publish his own manga *And I'mma do background and plot! :'D* and is probably the smartest person I know; or ever will know, for that matter. I've known him for longer then any other friend, and he's the only living person who's ever come close to knowing my story and who I am.
And that, folks, means a lot.
Well, now, if it isn't the person I'm jealous as hell of for their coloring style? Why yes, it is! And it's also the person who, though isn't always consistent with being online, really makes it count when they are! Supportive, wise, influential, and going some place. They're an amazing friend to just chill with; and to chitter when you need someone to just listen for a heartbeat or two.