Majorly MalfunctioningPouring my soul into meaningless pages,Majorly Malfunctioning by AkatsukiLoverXDX3
Pages upon pages for the blind and uncaring, something inside me frays away, as I feel my edges being nibbled on from the sides inward.
Thousand way tug-a-war, wagering on my outside and taking a toll on my innards, enduring only to say I endured, never finding a peace or piece of peace within any shallow hole I search in.
I Think It's Dripping...Strangle thoughts of suicide with silver coated piano twine,I Think It's Dripping... by AkatsukiLoverXDX3
Teach them the ways of emaciated dancers
bring them sugar laced with alcoholic poison, drink the sin from their veins and upload purity into their brains, hoping the transfusion will clear the illusion from glassy clouded eyes
Looking glasses into the soul, a one way mirror, front row seats to a cannibalistic dinner in the habit of a masquerade
Twelve between you and the door at this dinner party of backwards guests
Watch them joyfully converse, it's a stage, dress rehearsal,
watch dainty toes glide like feathers, smoothing buttery tones out over burnt toast,
breathe the crumbs of success that their worn bodies secrete, squeezing powdered sorrow into diamonds of need and addiction, unbreakable bonds from the womb, more polar than the northern lights.
Enough to warp at the touch and bend with the whispers of sliced tongues, long abused with words marinated in pheromones and allure,
trying to tempt the purity out o
FlutteryClosure is uneasyFluttery by AkatsukiLoverXDX3
The name itself an idiom,
there's nothing closed about being serene with the hate and horrors flowing through this world.
There's nothing closed about being open to getting hurt again, there's nothing noble about being omniscient.
There's no truth in the phrase "Just let go", when the thing you're trying to donate to the 'lost and never to be found' isn't an object clutched in your paws.
It's stuck to your being like a burr that's just out of reach, and there's no one around willing to pick the wounds with tooth or claw to keep them clean.
The uncertainty of healing opens doors for the birthing of infection, caressing the tender insides of one's self with a tongue of barbed wire, laced with butterfly tears and the dieing breaths of the disease itself, making one writhe in a soup of pain and sin, as if the words they regurgitate are lulling you into a false sense of security and whimsical melancholy daydreams.
They allow you to frolic through their playgrounds made for
The Silence Spoke My Name Once you hear, you'll understand. How everything has a voice if you listen hard enough.The Silence Spoke My Name by AkatsukiLoverXDX3
If you try to discern the difference between a rainbow and a grave, they tell you in their broken ways, speak their names, much like a child would who recently learned their name. The babble in between is easier to pick out, but the things which really mean something are wrapped around your neck like an unwanted scarf of information, that muffles your words and makes breathing difficult.
They sing to me, when I'm down.
They sing tales of happier days, tell me everything will turn out okay in the end, and if it doesn't seem like it now, then think twice. Because the more you doubt, the lo
Artists worth mentioning:|
A constantly improving manga artist with a future. And also the person I trade porn stashes with, stay up all night with, go fanboy over anime with, watch scary movies and pervy movies with, pick out sex toys with, and argue over which of us would be and which would be in our relationship, where we a couple.
An amazingly quirky and always surpriseing person. I'd say she's a kitty with claws, but that'd probably end up in me getting kicked in the stomach or worse, knowing her. She's got multiple comics and books up and out, and plans to make more!
Favorites. No, but really. Get past the fact that he's the cutest damn pervert I probably know; and you get this stunning author who's going to be the millionaire I end up mooching off all the goddamn time. If he recommends something, always take his advice; unless it's got anything to do with sex or burning down orphanages.
Comedic and deep; trustworthy and loyal; thrilling and modern; yes I sound like I'm writing a movie trailer, but that's alright; since he likes movies! He's truly all those things; and never lets his fans down when it counts!
Who CAN'T love this thing? No wonder; their middle name is sweet! An amazing listener, artist, therapist, person, model, and goofball; I can't even begin to say enough positive things about this person. If you ever want to chitter with this person, just do what I do: Invite them over and bribe them with chocolate icecream, sleep, and threaten to draw them in porn if they refuse.
Ah, now, THIS loveable bastard right here, folks. If you ever wanted to be violated in the most innocent and mind-fuckery of ways, or you just felt like talking to someone who can at times be insane enough to pretend to be a cactus in bloom, and then be one of the best goddamn friends I've ever known in my entire lifetime, then hit this perv up. He's going to publish his own manga *And I'mma do background and plot! :'D* and is probably the smartest person I know; or ever will know, for that matter. I've known him for longer then any other friend, and he's the only living person who's ever come close to knowing my story and who I am.
And that, folks, means a lot.
Well, now, if it isn't the person I'm jealous as hell of for their coloring style? Why yes, it is! And it's also the person who, though isn't always consistent with being online, really makes it count when they are! Supportive, wise, influential, and going some place. They're an amazing friend to just chill with; and to chitter when you need someone to just listen for a heartbeat or two.
:iconTMNTLover2222: This person. Chilly to the bone and willin' to hock a filly willy nilly. No but really. The most I can say 'bout her is that she's sweet as hell, and not often online. But she does what she can and has a talent for drawing. <3