Reoccuring 'Nightmare' 2It just hasn't left my mind since I had it....Reoccuring 'Nightmare' 2 by AkatsukiLoverXDX3
[Real] Today....I was home alone, all by myself, Mom was out on vacation in Denver and Sanfransisco,
Dad was out voting, dropping stuff at the dump,
The dogs were at my sisters or the vet for safe keeping,
....And I was bored.
I started to brainstorm ways to entertain myself, Anime, Artwork, Cooking, and my mind wandered about aimlessly.
Then I had the thought,
"I could kill myself and nothing would go wrong.".
No one was around to stop me, I had the means, [End of real(?)]
which suddenly a variety of different ways to do it all appeared in front of me,
a razor blade,
a bottle of pain medication,
a chord of metal wiring,
a wet electronic,
and many, many, more violent ways all were laid out in front of me on my desk.
I looked out the window and tried to fight down this savage glee I felt, since for some reason my mind was violently agreeing with the idea,
And yet, the true I was scared.
"I don't want to
Reoccuring Nightmare 1I was with my friend.Reoccuring Nightmare 1 by AkatsukiLoverXDX3
Or well, a partner, at least. We knew each other, but it was...Well..Never really clear how well we got along. I was in a long corridor with them, and we both didn't know what to do. I saw a midevil themed decor, with flame torches on each side, and multiple holes in the wall which I supposed where meant to represent doorways to other rooms. My friend seemed to think otherwise, and said the place was crawling with snakes. We coaxed our way to one of the entryways, them stepping over the invisible snakes as we made our way there, and it was a direct off shoot of the public museum which I'd spent (and still do, to this day) much of my free time at in the summer months. As we walked by the exhibits, we found, to our surprise, the animals in the cases where alive in an animatronic way; like they where stuck on replay in a projector screen. All but for my favorite ones; The cethalapod and bi-enviormental, creatures; such as early mammals and whales where. We roun
The Tiny, Broken, BeastShe was adopted by a man who was refined and professional.The Tiny, Broken, Beast by AkatsukiLoverXDX3
These are my brothers. Or..Cousins, really. Ever since they met me, they'd been stricken with me. It's kinda cute, really. But tonight, they where too tired to do anything. Normal one would stay up at night and watch out, making sure IT doesn't come for me, but...that gets tiring too, you know?
The little boys acting like dogs have ginger hair, and brown or golden eyes. They turn out, later in her life, to be dogs that she personified. She watches them lay in their bunk-bed at the foot of her bed, and she takes a photo of them when they settle. She lays back against her wall in her own bunk-bed, and her father steps behind her and speaks her name softly, startling her.
"I-I;m right here, daddy, yes..?" She asked quietly. He bent down and asked her a few things, said "Do you want to go to a movie with daddy tomorrow maybe? I'll take you myself." She was about to shout yes, but saw something over his shoulder and moved to
They Don't See The Scars They Left157.48 centimeters tallThey Don't See The Scars They Left by AkatsukiLoverXDX3
That's....5 foot 2 inches, in English....
One hundred twenty six in pounds
One hundred twenty six pounds of me to mention
16 years today
Older soon next November
Blacker then night hair
Soft as silk, and straighter then sin
Freckles, sparsely placed,
And growing steadily in number,
Last I counted, 47 in total,
Most on my arms and stomach
My face is round and soft
My chin doesn't know if it's walnut or butt
My ears are much too red
And my nose is inflated and plump
My cheeks are dimpled quite deep
And my lips are soft and thin
My eyes are of rainbow and change often
Brown, green, red, blue, grey...All of them
My eyelashes are curled, thick, and long
My eyebrows are tapered and curved
I've got a thin and soft looking neck
But it's covered in tiny pinpricks
I've got prominent collar bones and curved shoulder blades
I've thin looking arms that hide tremendous strength
I've got long and flexing fingers that are made to type and write
And my stomach is rounded and fla
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